TYPO

昨天搭了bus来到古晋，谢谢小姑接我们去妮妮家��
到了妮妮家就休息一会大概5点就出门去了富丽华，找小喵的姨姨��
大概7点多回家��虽然很想看3D表演的说
还买了ice-cream��绿茶和巧克力的����
回家后就开始吃我们买回来的东西 xD
还喝了些酒哈哈哈
过后整晚都闹翻了哈哈哈好彩只要我，小喵和苹果喝而已，妮妮没有。至少还有人是清醒的xDD
我还用手机发了微信给 “他”。前面虽然都好好的，我却type了 我喜欢你 要按delete按到send!==虽然有跟他说是typo,他看起来是不相信的==*
直接不回我信息了 妈的
现在清醒了觉得好丢脸== 既然typo那种事情lol

It's hurt.

It's hurt to think about you.
I really don't mind that you had lied to me.The only thing than bother me is the way you appear  in my brain unexpected .
I can't  deny that I had loved you once,and hard.But all you had done was fooling me and treating me as nothing.
I have been thinking about it a thousand time.Was that my fault?Am I wrong to fall in love with you?A play boy? huh
May be I was just too easy to trust on the others.
Every time I think about you,I recall the time we have been together.You are a tall and handsome ,just like what you have now.The only thing you have be different is the girl walking beside you is not me anymore.
It's okay.I don't really mind it.Really.
I'm just can't sleep at the midle of this night and sunddenlly think about you,and just want to write something to make me feel sleepy.And maybe can improve my English too haha
I won't put myself into a fetal position,and let the pain eat me away.Piece by piece.Because I know that you are not worth the pain.lol
hmmmm
I'm sleepy now.Goodnight

一切是我自找

曾经的我，为了你会学这个学那个。
曾经的我，会因为你喜欢而喜欢，因为你讨厌而讨厌。
曾经的我，总因为你而优柔寡断，毫不爽快。
曾经的我，是如此痴狂。如此难堪和狼狈。
但是现在的我，我想为自己而活。
我不想再被任何人干扰我的思绪。
我讨厌你，总是那么闪耀，让我无法看不到你。
我讨厌我自己，总是那么固执的紧握着，不放。
我讨厌他，在我出现前占有你的心。
我讨厌你，不对我说清楚你的心早被占有。
我恨我自己像个小丑忙着讨你欢心，却忘了问你心里是否空着?
我，是如此的笨拙，如此的狼狈。
这样的我，你又岂能放在眼里?
尽管我没有尽全力，但是有些事情，就算不用做到最后也可以知道答案。
梦里就算有人鼓励我，我坚持不让你心烦。
曾经好几次我冲动得差点向你说明白。
但是我被自己的懦弱打败，我要保留我的自尊心。
你，是多么遥不可及。
即使坐在你面前，你也是如此的遥远。
我不该对你有好感。这样的话就不会再有那么过烦恼了。
也不会有在晚上睡到一半时突然不想说话，突然什么都不想想。
只把自己裹在被子里。
一切是我自找。��

Dream

I dreamt about him last night.A boy who almost forget.It's funny in that dream,I had rejected you and your face like a stupid monkey.Hahhahaha

I had also dreamt about an air balloon from an alien.It gave me its fantastic air balloon that can change its size any where,any time.It also can be put in my pocket!How amazing!